How and Why

You are not too long know me. you just fill my days and colored it a while ago.  therefore we tried get closer each other. explore each characters.

if you ever said,"I love you for what it is. I prefer natural as possible." Does that meant you would receive any weakness and strength I?

And when you also said that, "The difference is that unites us", does that meant you want to receive all our differences regardless of all condition?

if the answer of two questions is YES, why did you questioned about them? Why do you always tell me the our differences at any topic we quarrels? Why do you always do not like it and get mad at my traits that you don't know? Why did you change?

First, I ever hesitate at our differences. But you assure, it's not a problem.

then, I ever hesitate at my characters. But you assure , that you may receive and not angry.

Now, when you have to change like this. who's come for convincing me, assuring that all can be resolved and will be fine?

Not one or two times this has happened, in fact it has happened many times. Until scares me.

Are you give up?